I used to have a diary in my teenage years and now I have a blog which I enjoy because I get to go back and reread everything.
The end of 2019 is almost near and I haven't accomplished what I wanted to do.
- make 500 000$ net this year (i was doing so well in the beginning and then I slacked off, im talking about my passive income)
- have a baby (still under construction as we are dealing with medical)
- finally living with my husband (yay! this one is accomplished! He finally decided to come live with me in Fort Mcmurray temporary, I still don't know where we are going to settle, we have the opportunity of living in Kelowna for free so maybe we will go back and forth to our 3 cities: Montreal, Kelowna and Fort Mcmurray )
So out of 3, I only reached one... I guess it's not that bad because nobody knows what we are doing. The grass is always greener on the other side.
The only thing I know is that I am getting older everyday and every year, I am definitively more mature and starting to see me... I feel that 2020 is going to be special. Its going to be a struggle but I am going to be ok... I will always be ok because I have gone through so much as a child - from abuse to more abuse... life always gets better when your self-love grows. Took me a while to understand that I am worth loving and I am allowed to be happy in life. Cant wait to see what 2020 is going to be.
